Ups & Downs .. .

As a teenager it's normal to have family feuds and boyfriend issues , and I'm a very emotional dramatic teen age girl! I consider myself normal but if you was to speak to my parents or boyfriend they'd tell you something totally different. Although I
Am an extremely sweet caring respectable ( at times ) young lady if things aren't my way I will become another person. My family always say I have two different personalities and their right I do. It's not my fault though I can't help who I've become , but I'm not that bad but I do hope Zion isn't like his mother I hope he's opposite of his parents. I think all parents wish their kids to be different and better then they were, but we as individuals will be who we are and do what we want no matter what. I will try my hardest to raise him to be better but In all reailty he'll be who he'll be regurdless. Now a days I think I wish I would have waited I'm going to miss my youth alot !!!! I'm also wondering what will my future hold , like will I be happier as I think I would be with Zion or resentful , I love him to death but now that I'm pregnant I know waiting was the better choice. Would I have gotten an abortion? Not in a million years but I would have protected myself. I tell every teenage girl that wants a baby to wait!! Or be prepared for a dramatic life changing experience !