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Home with the family parents & sisters just came back from virgina so hanging with my #1 mommy Zion's Grandma :) and the little brother watching law and order how boring is this! Although I love them very much I'd rather be out enjoying life with my big sis & friends , but guess what .. . I'm PREGNANT! That's right big belly & miserable I am , everyone's saying how I'm ruining their summer plans and how unhappy they are that I'm pregnant, but hey I've been hearing this from day one what can I possibly do now. Its annoying to hear a bunch of negative things when your happy about your little blessing, although I know the situation shouldn't be right now at this time of my life, I am 8 months now so its not going away! I'm going to have to deal with the I wish you never had him for the rest of my life but I feel in my heart that Zion is worth everything that I've endured, he's my blessing and I love him. I just can't wait until he gets to love me back! I'm an emotional wreck over this, I just wish I had a friend through this all.