The summer is coming .. .

Summer is so close , and through this heat i will be pregnant! -__- Im not happy about that at all , and being that i'm still a teenager i do think about all the things i won't be able to do this summer , such as partying , beach with friends , hanging out and all. When I made the descion to keep Zion this thought did occur in my head but the last thing on my mind was killing my unborn child. I feel im going to be miserable this summer , but I will make the best of it because towards the end my little angel will be here , I wonder how me and my boyfriends relationship will be this summer we were attached at the hip and at the time he lived right around the corner so every min of the day we were together. Now this summer I have summer school and he has to work all while preparing for Zion's arrival , it's going to be hard growing ten times faster then we would have if their was no Zion , i'm never going to regret my descion i just wish i thought more about it .. .